so its been along time...im sure no one gets on here anymore...but i have a myspace if you guys want to check it out....just find me im under savannah....ya know my real name...

any who to update im still with cody and still ok...moved to apartments...eastgate to be exact...other than that...not much...peace

So Thanksgiving was good and bad...the night didn't end too well but the day went great...all though I had my family in mind the whole time being that I spent thanksgiving with my boyfriend which wasn't a problem at all but sadden me that I have a really crappy family...oh well I will get over it right...anyways Cody is really sweet keeping my mind off things and keeping me happy...he is the best thing that has ever happened to me...and even though we have our moments I know I can always rely on him...

I love you sweet baby

wow I haven't wrote on here in awhile...not much has been going on lately...plans are still on for the party even though we haven't done any planing at all...just too busy with work and all...still fighting with mom like always...so really nothing new...well yeah this was pointless...eh...oh well...byes

<3 Savannah

Halloween Party on Saturday October 28th...so bitches better ask off its plenty time in advance...Me and Linda are in charge this year for the planning...so yeah more update on that....

anyways on a different note...my mom is still a bitch and is still with David...but they have laid off me and Cody's relationship and even offered him to move in with us and let him stay in my room...but he has a place now so thats a little late...oh wells...when I turn 18 I am probably moving in with him...we have been talking about it...well...no one comes on xanga so I will write on myspace as well...even though its hard to figure out...anywho...byes

<3 Flower

To my friends

Everyone has problems....whether it be boyfriend problems, friend problems, family problems, work problems, or any kind of problems...I try my best to not go off on them...and I try my best to be thankful for what I have...I see people all around me who are unhappy and unthankful for what they have...I am just speaking my mind...anyone gets offended I am sorry...better than not saying anything at all..its like people say if you can't say anything to me then fuck you but then when you say something its the end of the world....I cant stand to listen to people complain anymore...I have a bad life too...I have no car...I cant get places...I worry everyday if I will even have a roof over my head...and I worry about my health...I work myself to death because I NEED the money not for spending fun...I pay my cell phone bill...rent....and pretty soon my own car...when some people don't have to pay any of this...the life of a teenage can be very difficult...if you make it difficult yourself...I deal with my problems...and the whole world doesn't need to know about them...I try my best to be there for my friends....when I feel they aren't here for me...yes I am talking about certain people...and if I can't say it then don't read this...I'm not starting shit...I am letting people know how I feel instead of keeping it inside...sometimes its just easier to write...for the past two weeks I have tried to talk to my friends...I get ignored...or I get "let me call you back" in the middle of my sentence...and I know I have done things for these people....I get mad once and am expected to feel like a bad guy...I know I have been there for you guys...and done things...and I can't get a few minutes to talk to you...I cant take a second of your busy life...but I would drop mine for yours...to do you any favor...be it just someone to talk to or let someone USE my phone...I am happy to do those things...but I get a shut the fuck up...and I feel like no one cares...I try to bring it up and no one listens...I just wish someone would drop there problems and realize they have a good life and realize others need help or simply someone to talk to...but instead I bet for writing all this I will just cause more drama for everyone...because all my words mean nothing....just as do I....just stop and think

<//3 Savannah